"Jacqueline Koh
Plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting around for somebody to give you flowers"
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Saturday, August 30, 2008 || 6:44 AM




{Macdonald's (x2)=Overdosage on fudge. Prata House. Poolside bitchg. Tan. Th rich& highclass relatives. Helicopter pads. Italy. Over-slept. Shopping spree tmwr}
yknw thr's this place in italy whr each buildg cost like 22M whr you park your flashy ferraris into moutains and t get to your estate you've got t land via personal helicopters b/cos they dont want anybdy to invade into their privacy and just beside below it this ocean where you get around via ferries.
Hmm Hmm.
I want new gladz and boots i think i shall bring them to this orgasmic jap buffet tmwr. If only they've Go-Jane here.
Gonna do maths, but firstly i wanna read finish my book and finish uploading peekchaz. I hedge-8 ajisen
Tell me why you're cryg when you're the one who loaded th bullets & handed ovr th gun
& to my dearest bimbotic alegria : dimples stay forever, they don't fade/go away with time :)















Thursday, August 28, 2008 || 11:46 PM


Hmmm. Me & aisyah are now people-hunting.
Pretty girls, hot boys and nice toys


Wednesday, August 27, 2008 || 7:02 AM



I don't know, and i (dont really wanna think)
hearts on conveyor belts ...
they go through the same thing over and over again in the same direction, never ending.
unless, if someone actually bothers to unplug the plug which nobody ever did.
the best invention a human can come up with is a compact machine that we can use to read other people's minds and hearts. Espically espically the latter.
Connect back the miscommunication





Friday, August 22, 2008 || 8:36 AM


(every rose has it's thorns)
; just like how every human being has their flaws
Went to tamp w/ aisyah omigawdz we nearly hyperventilated in the bus the busride was so damn frigging long !!! we were on the verge of kicking one another HAHAHA aisyah keeps blaming me (for no reason) and i did the same back to her (because she kept complaining it's my fault) pfffft.
In the end we settled for some decent music to chill but that aisyah changes songs every 30 seconds (!) Hahahaha, in the end it got so irritating it became really funny. Went over to serangoon and she accompanied me there, boarded 22 from tamp and alighted at the stop and aisyah had to find another bus to get back to amk which HAHAHAHA, turned out to be 22.
(slaps forehead)
ayeeeeeeeee allright im outta here gonna force some phy notes in my head.
sigh im supposed to be in msia w the rest right now.
but.today.is.an.awesome.day

Monday, August 18, 2008 || 6:18 AM


Because my dear, we all know that actions speak louder than words.
Actions > Words
Acknowledge what you say with a nod & a smile, not taking them in with too much hope because i don't wanna feel what i've been feeling again. Sucks, really.
Guard your heart, guard your heart jacq.
Met up with madz the crazy bitch whoa somebody looks like a tourist ah. It's not really that weird really, specially meeting somebody for a hug a very short conversation. Oh yes xq taught me SBQ ! Haha the aftermath when she was recaping with me was kinda funny, i was stifling laughters til my cheek muscles hurt.
Hmmm, and mummy bought me shopping ytd i bought braided headbands and gladiators!
Heh-heh ;D
I really really lurbz quality time with mummy dearest. Shall surprise her with a fully sponsored shopping spree next time when i have ka-chingz





Wednesday, August 13, 2008 || 3:33 AM


The sister has been really into a fetish of baking and whatsnot, whatever involving fire, butter, sugar and better - chocolate.
Baked a whole stash of brownies which is amazingly yum to the mmmmm-y. Still have got a whole load in the fridge, got to savour it away. Been feeling bitter but better
and you never know when food comes into rescue. Last week she baked blueberry muffins which was allright, passable but more than passable when i woke up in the middle of the night feeling all hungry and what's standing on the kitchentop is a blueberry muffin. Before eating it i wanted to curse her for baking the berries away -.-
And last last or is it last last last week (?) she cooked pasta which was horriblezz but nobody dared to say anything so we pretended it was awesome but ... HAHA
Ah well hopes she makes some pretzels soon ..
*
Sigh, earphones spoilt again ...
BFG is so sweet she texted ' I MISS THE TWO J-S !'
(we miss you too!!!!! i think HAHAHAHA)
khairi once told me ' if you're feeling emo, go draw a circle and stand in it'
I FEEL LIKE DOING THAT NOW.
No no, must postpone it, got maths to do, got maths to do.
*
Am very disappointed with my dad. I wouldn't say i hate him, but i just ... i dont know, doesn't matter.
you know the say (you hurt the people you love, and you love the people you hurt)
hAhAhAhAhAhAhAhAhAhAhA
HaHaHaHaHaHaHaHaHaHaHa

Monday, August 11, 2008 || 4:56 AM





Awesome four day break/long weekend from school. Didn’t really do much but I feel more … refreshed, but still not yet ready for school. Downloaded more than 40 songs and one of my favs is ‘Brave’ by Jennifer Lopez. It’s one of those songs of which it’s almost always on the repeat track and one of which which I’d actually listen carefully to every single word of the lyrics and the emotions portrayed through when she sung it.
Also, had a jap buffet, food therapy (always works). Better than Pariss. Weird though, normally the things I’d hit when I go to a buffet is usually the sharks fins and chocolate fondue to make sure I make my money worth it. But I didn’t even touch any sharks fins at all and only had like, two marshmallow sticks. Pffffft, regret regret.
Oh yeah, denise and I was trying to stuff ourselves more so bad we were thinking of being bulimic for a day … But obviously we didn’t. Went to some playground and took lots of pictures, jump shots and all. Turned out to be ahem … very … nice ah jean. Oh yeah, I gave them each two black bands!
Then went on to chill out with clovie, abby & xq. Love listening to them talk man, it’s like you can seriously learn a lot from it. Their point of views of life, how they deal with problems etc etc. It’s like reading from a book except that it’s real, what you’re hearing is real and applicable in life. (Bloody hell I want pictures!)
And then headed over to denise’s place for a study slpover and denise told me ahem, regretfully that she lost the bands I gave her. Wah seriously that woman ah, (shakeshead)
We ended up talking more than we studied -.- and im sorry babe, for depleting so much of your snacks must be you pass the hungry bug to me right! Haha, went to swim in the early morning and we all managed to get a (vague) tan ! Awesomeeeeeeeeee :)
Let’s go hit the flea markets and buy pretty notebooks to store our notes in!
xxx
Been weeks, nearly a month I still don’t know why you’re doing this to me. Am I such a bad friend? What did I do? I don’t know whether you’re reading this but I don’t wanna lose you, such a great friend. Remember the times we used to talk oh-so-aspiringly about our dreams? How you used to tell me how your boxing matches are going, your injuries, your random phone calls. I want you back, Zach. Enter my life again(now).
xxx
I remembered that day in school I wanted to cry so bad, how real the feeling of losing felt. But now, I don’t even feel much anymore. The feeling of wanting is still there but … it’s not really there anymore because I know I can cope without you. Takes time, but not much time. It’s like I finally understood that reality and dreams ? You really got to set them far apart. Forget all the bullshit about reaching high and falling to the stars. No landing will be such bliss.

Partial loot we wasted

Fact proven : Jean lives to eat












Saturday, August 2, 2008 || 10:03 AM





(Hearts are organs which pumps blood, it is quite comparable to a waterhose)
Haha, I dont agree to the sentence above but smhw or rather, i just felt like posting it out. I think an octopus just landed on my head i had this really weird impulse to chill out in town which -- i did! On a lovely friday evening with somebody just as lovely. Heh, to top it all up i had pretzels !!!! Two summore thanks to shuyi who bought one, but didn't like it so i had the honour to gobble her share down! I hope she buys a pretzels every time i hang out with her so i can have 1+1 =2 !!! Don't care how fattening it is lah. And then we walked around, & checked out what new loots mango& forever21 bought in. Still very much prefer the latter's heritage81 stuffs (!) Haiyah no money no talk no kachingz no clothes lah. Omg but i'm gonna get 200$ robinson vouchers (and im NOT going to share so dont ask!) CAN GO SHOPPING SPREE WITH XQ ALRD. Waitttttt, what does robinsons sell?
Allrightyyyyyy, and we chilled at starbucks (EH STARBUCKS NO MORE DARK MOCHA FRAPPE LEH!). Ultimate sadness :( Took peekchaz, talked about deaths and losing our loved ones, families, siblings, the nonsense we had to tolerate with people and blah blah blah. In conclusion, 2008 is a very bad year. It's passing fast so yeah, not that bad afterall.










|| 9:47 AM


(and on a fine sunday morning timecheck: 12.52AM i didnt feel like wasting my night so i turned on the computer, and settled down to read my book but i turned out to have a very nonsensical conversation with madz)
The aim of the conversation was to think of a blogshop url for her blogshop if she doesn't procrastinate and really get on to it.
Starbucksfling says:
iamninjaturtle.blogspot.com
Starbucksfling says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
...
Starbucksfling says:
ninjaturtles.blogspot.com !!!!!!
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
sometimes i want to smack your head .
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
like right now
Starbucksfling says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Starbucksfling says:
bring it on !!!!
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
the backgrd of our chat has your blardy face
Starbucksfling says:
bluetooth me your hit ?
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
i feel like smacking it
Starbucksfling says:
HOI.
Starbucksfling says:
dont hor !
Starbucksfling says:
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
oh vair funny
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
Fedex la
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
more high class
Starbucksfling says:
mas-selamat.blogspot.com
Starbucksfling says:
!!!!!
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
mass-salelamat
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
LOL.
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
MASS-SALElamat
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
HAHAHAH GEDDIT
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
omg HAHAH
Starbucksfling says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Starbucksfling says:
USE IT!!!!!!!!!
Starbucksfling says:
catchy manz (winkwink)
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
SIAO
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
PEOPLE SEE ALR
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
SURE
Starbucksfling says:
HAHAHAHAH
Starbucksfling says:
BUT THEY WILL CLICK
Starbucksfling says:
ATTRACTIVE WHATZ
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
then think is malay selling things then don't dare buy
Starbucksfling says:
=.=
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
omg this is so funny
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
-.-
Starbucksfling says:
monstermaddhselling.blogspot.com
Starbucksfling says:
HAHAHAHAH
Starbucksfling says:
imabitchibite.blogspot.com
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
maddhsexysellingirlstuff.blogspot.com
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
HAHAHA.
Starbucksfling says:
stuffsyoudig.blogspot.com
Starbucksfling says:
EEEEEYER
Starbucksfling says:
TURN OFF SIA
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
HAHAHHA
Starbucksfling says:
or or or
Starbucksfling says:
make people guilty
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
FISH YOU
Starbucksfling says:
youshouldbestudying.blogspot.com
Starbucksfling says:
dontfishme.blogspot.com
Starbucksfling says:
HAHAHAHAH
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
or
Starbucksfling says:
clothesarenotoys.blogspot.com
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
myOsarecomingbutimriskingitforyousoclickhereasshole.blogspot.com
Starbucksfling says:
boysaretoys.blogspot.com
Starbucksfling says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
Starbucksfling says:
OMG
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
HAAHHAH
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
LOL
Starbucksfling says:
thats good man
Starbucksfling says:
BUT
Starbucksfling says:
too long
Starbucksfling says:
-.-
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
boysaretoys-.-
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
LOL
Starbucksfling says:
justclicklah.blogspot.com
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
HAHAH
Starbucksfling says:
woainiclicklahtaoyan.blogspot.com
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
OMG
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
THAT
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
ONE
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
IS
& when the rain begins to fall, you are the rainbow in the sky. says:
LOOOOOOOOOL
Starbucksfling says:
HAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA