x I guess no matter how much humans hate to admit, but we can't be truly invincible. There'll be a few people in your life who will be able to activate the humanity in you.
If you skip this, don't regret.
Monday, April 27, 2009 || 6:35 AM
To my evil twin, i used your method of replying when people was questioning my race. 'you ah, first impression malay. thought you meenah' 'sorry hor wo shi hua ren i took gao ji hua wen' their reaction wasn't LOL, but a synchronized ... HUH ARE YOU SERIOUS YOU TOOK GAO JI HUA WEN. Ta ma de ... Kaye makes me wanna learn skating from scratch. The skates are 150$ +. Should i use my warehouse pay to buy them? I think i should. Have been wanting a pair for a long time. It can tone my legs tooooooooooooooo. Night skating sounds really fun. Other things can wait ^^
Sunday, April 26, 2009 || 12:49 AM
Indeed, my memory is comparable to a sieve. A friend just asked me online ' Where did you go yesterday night?' I stoned, and tried to think where I were. I couldn't think of anything. I went through my handphone's pictures and messages to perhaps, find a clue or two. Nothing there. I asked Jacq Choo, who is sitting opposite me right now, and she replied 'You were working'. Damn right. Shit man, seriously. I can't remember anything for nutxzx. x Chilling at den's house. Beside the pool, people watching, invading in other people's privacy. Full length glass windows, translucent curtains, free show. Poor couple. Terrible horrible us.
Saturday, April 25, 2009 || 9:04 AM
Everything safe self ruins in the frenzy. Ouch, it hurts. Fuck. FUCK
Orientation ... On the first day, I was telling myself to be anti-social because i just didn't feel like mingling around, making small talk (LOL) The whole process of having people to judge you again, making a good impression, making jokes they might not catch. So i kinda shrugged off some questions and answered them monotoniously. I thought, maybe if i appear dao, they will leave me alone. But wtf, who the hell likes to be alone? I didnt know what was going through my head on the first day lah, and inspite of me being very dao, i made err, three friends. Kaye, Sharifah and i forgot her name. Jean, Aisyah & Jacq C messaged me. Jean : 'eh evil dwarf, orientation right, make friends hor! Dont dao dao dao ah' Aisyah: 'Omggggg jacq orientation right? Be friendly okay! Tell me how it goes!!' Jacq C: 'How's orientation!! Are you giving the blank face and dao-ing everybody and stoning??' HAHAHAH. They know me so well.... BUT YOU KNOW SMTHG? I CANNOT BE DAO FOR LONG !!!!!!! On the second day, I became the usual jacq and i made more friends. Ke wei, Jason, Estee, Hui ying HAHAHAHAHAHAHA k i think poly will not be too bad afterall. I still miss secondary 4-6 whereeeeeeee are youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Oh yeah, i was late for the first lecture ... it was embarrassing i wouldnt be late again i wouldnt be late again i wouldnt be late again TOP 10% YO. ME WILL DO WELLLLLL ME WILL NOT SLEEP IN LECTURES ME WILL TURN UP EVERYDAY ME BETTER DO WHAT ME SAY ME IF NEH DO WHAT ME SAY ME WILL ASK ME TO SHOOT MESELF (i think) x I'm sewing for two of my friends now sigh im such a good friend.
Saturday, April 18, 2009 || 8:57 AM
Honestly, i dont know what to say. Words doesn't do justice to my thoughts and feelings. Read this in a book i borrowed, describing women. ' From thirteen to eighteen, she's like africa - virgin territory. From eighteen to thirty, she's like Asia - hot and exotic. From thirty to forty-five, she's like America- fully explored but generous with her resources. From forty-five to fifty-five, she's like Europe- abit exhausted, a bit knackered, but still with many places of interest. And from fifty-five onwards, she's like Australia - everybody knows it's down there somewhere, but very few will make the effort to find it.' School's starting officially. I'm ummm, nervous.
'The caption's written by shuyi!' This dude is her biggest love. NOT MINE.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 || 5:53 AM
(2880minutes +/-) Binging on the favourite food. Can feel the HCL from stomach threatening to erupt from my throat into my mouth. Orientation coming soon. Sigh. Orientation please go away. School please go away. I haven't even started my hibernation. M'sia with mummy. Wrong shopping center. Didn't bring back any loots. Again this sunday. This time round it'll be the correct shopping center. And i will bring back loots. Glass cracked, pieces of glass dropping slowly one by one from above. Beautiful yet fatal. Nearly got hit. Imagine if it rains glass someday. Cool shit, metal umbrellas. Jacq C reminds me that i need a pair of running shoes. My legs hurt. My legs are getting bigger. I need a new form of exercise. Had second favourite food today. Tired. I just feel like going to tpy and walk around or stay in the library with the usual two. I want pizza.
Sunday, April 12, 2009 || 8:20 AM
Stuck on the essential scrap metal = 14 colourful smiley faces - two times the magical number,7. (Courtesy of bfg) Just backspaced a whole lot of words i typed. I'll keep my feelings and thoughts to myself. That's what i do best. I'm weird. Im craving for pizza. I want to eat the dough and the crust.
Saturday, April 11, 2009 || 10:46 PM
Kids should remain as kids. A 6 year old hideout shouldn't be a place where they'll inhale a free flow of sheesha smoke or a place where vugularities are splattered everywhere, coming out from mouths. As if innocence isn't short lived enough. Angel stuck out her middle finger and he learnt quickly, pointing it at me (@#(@#@*@$(@)@ I corrected him and said he's only allowed to show his thumb. He doesn't look convinced.
Friday, April 10, 2009 || 9:17 AM
Dear heart, please stop feeling so restless. Please stop feeling like as if you're a hyperactive kid forced to sit still. & dear insomia, please find another victim. I really need a good night sleep. Please........... & not so dear jacq, please please please go post your very late medical report before TP shuts you out.
Monday, April 6, 2009 || 8:19 PM
Is this what they call suicide lovers? Awesome.
Sunday, April 5, 2009 || 3:37 AM
(Click to enlarge) It's a sunday and im stuck at home talking to a flasher...
Saturday, April 4, 2009 || 5:43 AM
When i was young, i luv drawing stickmans coupled with soft fluffy white clouds and a sun which always starts on the edge of the paper colored in orange with rays of heat one short one long one short one long. On the foreground, there'll be a house which starts with a triangle and extended slowly into a rectangle and below this tri-rectangle, it will be a longer rectangle. On the longer rectangle, there'll be a door, and two windows. The windows will have curtains. On the very first triangle, there'll be a thin and long rectangle standing up, representing the chimmy. Smoke will be coming out of it to symbolize that there's a kitchen in the house. Leading to the house will be a long trail of pebbles with a spread of green surrounding it. Flowers will be splattered everywhere. When i was young, whenever i picture life, life will be colorful. When i was young, stickmans will always have a smile on their lifeless faces. When i was young, i don't have to color in the clouds, because the sky will always be bright and sunny. When i was young, life's a bed of roses.(Or whatever do you call the flower which starts with a circle and finished with four petals) When i was young, i didn't know better. But unfortunately, now i do. No biggie, nothing can kill me. But actually, what i fear more is what can't kill me.
// I want to apologize to aisyah for being such a spoilt nut the other day. I know how vexing it is to study (espically after school) but yet i was too hooked up with whatever's on the screen and i gave you the horrible attitude. Sorry babyyyyyyy :(
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 || 11:24 PM
Hearts will never be practical until they can be made unbreakable. Borrowed a deck of cards and started playing heartattack. It was really fun and we had to pass a card to either our left or right, and i kept getting two cards ! And everybody accused me of passing too slowly and i was pretty confused and i thought i was the one who passed too slowly till i realized angel was the one ditching two cards at a single time (@#*&!#@^$#^&@(*!(!)@$@$) + the table sitting next to us were a bunch of malay teenagers. They were playing a gun game which required them to do stupid sound effects and pull retarded faces. Today, i spent time with my mum @ the mall :) Had a conversation with aloy i told him i was having a bad flu and he said ' that's allright, at least you don't need a new ribcage ' Ah brace yourself!