"Jacqueline Koh
Plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting around for somebody to give you flowers"
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Sunday, May 31, 2009 || 4:28 AM

A text conversation with white

Jean: 'Good luck study hard for the first time haha'
Me: 'Sigh, hope everything will enter my empty head'.
Jean: 'Empty of cos can what, Lucky you ... not like us brain so full of knowledge, very hard to cram in more stuffs :('
Me: ' Head full of knowledge + nonsense personality = useless'
Jean: 'Hais dont feel sad lah. Dont worry youre not THAT useless. U can make it de'
Me: ' !!! the word hate was invented for the both of us'
Jean: 'Hahahaha we've a v special frenemy-ship okay. Treasure it hor'

wowwwwwww this is like the third post of the day i'm staying home whole day trying to starrrrrrrrrrrdyyyyyyyyy.
so within the few hours (6 & 1/2 hours), i've slept for 1/2 hour, ate two old chang kee currypuffs, ate one pineapple tart, read two chapters of my novel,
ate some slices of rockmelon, online shopped for prolly 20mins, blog hopped for about 20 mins, and blogged for about 15mins.
Oh yeah, talked and walked around for say half an hour.
No wonder i am never productive.

|| 1:23 AM


I am a nutcase. I can't believe i did what i did. I can't believe i got an approx of 5seconds happiness + anticipation doing what i did.
I am crazy.

|| 12:33 AM


Thank you, for you.
Yes you.

Saturday, May 30, 2009 || 9:12 AM






girls ... control yourselves ... HAHA







xxx



Ditching the initial more indulging permanent want to the temporary but perhaps, more pain alternative.
Being together with the usuals is always an enjoyable thing.
Pimples are erupting .... Denise is going away for 2 weeks though, which cuts into a week of my holidays. So i shall use full use of the one week to spite her, angel and wind, party party party before she comes back ogay? :D
Thank god my parents are not into the food industry. Seriously ...
Omg i just reeeeemembered ! YAY TANNING TANNING TANNING XD XD ALOY ARE YOU ON !!!!!
( see how happy you'll be if later your GPA 1.0 )
plan plan plan so much PLAN TO STUDY FIRST LA.
chyeeponda :(

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I AM SLIGHTLY DEPRESSED OVER MY SCRAP METAL I OFFICIALLY WANT TO BECOME MORE TECHNOLOGY SAVVY. I NEED A NEW PHONE.



Tuesday, May 26, 2009 || 3:16 AM


It's not about the number of times you meet the person.
It's about the quality time & how comfortable you're when you're together.
All the best on your current job okay? Wish that you'll get your cert soon :)
Don't lose faith dear! Luv you.
I'm craving for frolick - yet again :\
I wonder if crushed banana tastes so good with anything and everything.

"Only hard work will turn that potential into something greater"
No pain no gain.
We should start asking ourselves questions and learn to answer them honestly.
I feel like spending time with my mother suddenly. Like a trip to NTUC or something and get fascinated by pig hearts or people who are willing to splurge on ben & jerrys.
you might not have a wrecking metal ball to destroy everything, but you can take down a brick one by one off a wall


Monday, May 25, 2009 || 4:54 AM




I luv rainy nights. Please let the clouds spew out some tears when the sun sets tonight.

Sunday, May 24, 2009 || 10:00 PM


Okay, now im waiting for syah at bishan library.
My hands are dry and my nail polish is scrapping off.
I kind of relish this idea of being alone in the library. Alone time is always good.
Silent, peaceful. I feel sick though, i think i need some sleep.
Homeclub's flea was allright, couldn't beat my previous 5$ for a zara top deal. Yayyyeeee there's three other fleas next month.
This time round i bought a topshop spag & pull and bear top for 5$ each. I can't fit into the spag though, so i'm giving it to the other jacq.
It's white, and it contrasts well with her tan. She will love it and she will look good in it. I can imagineeeeeeeeeeee ^^ I'm so jealous of her tan and built. I will force myself to go down the water soon. Midterm tests are coming, i feel so shagged. I'm lagging behind. How?
Okay syah just called. I have an approximate of 20mins to chill before getting started on work. Let me seeeeeeeeeeeee. 10 mins to reading iwrotethisforyou and 10 mins online shopping. Ogay! And then it's mugging time.
Heeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeee thai express later because that darling babe of mine is craving for it. I'm so glad i have friends who luv spicy and sour food (wink wink jacq choo wink wink ksc wink wink shuyi wink wink denise)
KBAIBYX

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Okay syah just called shes reaching alrd and i errrrr, didnt even managed to online shop or read iwrotethisforyou. Okay bye (for real) now.


Thursday, May 21, 2009 || 9:35 AM


Different people do different things to make themselves happy :)
I'm off to doing something which makes me happy! ^^

Tuesday, May 19, 2009 || 8:02 AM


Meet jason, the cui one.
x

Banana chicken nuggets pink freddie frogs internet connection blue cows red fireflys.
I keep popping tictacs. I don't think they have a high sugar content. Right? Right? No? Right lah. Right lor! Selective fact intake.
I'm currently researching on Forever21. Man, this is so much better than drawing rocks or writing zuo wens. Heeee heeee


How do you define whether someone's bleeding? Bleeding physically means you're superficially hurt, and when you're superficially hurt, your senses come to work and you feel pain. If you're bleeding on the inside, does it mean that your heart and emotions feel exceptionally so much more?
If i'm correct, then out of a million reasons i can find to bleed, you're by far my favourite. I miss you dear, and i know you know it.
I miss strumming my fingers across your skin, I know i dont do it right. It's as if i'm figuring for something i can't . That's cuz im conscious when you're around. & when im conscious, i fuck things up. Because i care about how you look at me. But i still end up fucking things up.





Monday, May 18, 2009 || 6:56 AM


Certain words weight too much on my tongue. I keep fumbling and i appear like an idiot. But i realized, it's only in front of you i'm like that.
How i wish i'm able to whisk you away to a place where we can run away, forever.
Maybe not forever, maybe just for a day. Will do, will do.
But i'm not going to hope for anything, because i have enough of the disappointment which comes with it.
ANYWAY, I HAVE ON HAND ANOTHER JODI PICOULT'S NOVEL.
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah !!!!!!! XD


Sunday, May 17, 2009 || 9:00 AM



TO ALL THE SHORTIES OUT THERE, Here's one !!!
“ If you think you’re too small to have an impact, try going to bed with a mosquito. ”
The same sun that melts butter hardens clay. < -- this makes alot of sense okay
I want to be a kid again, waking up anticipating pokemon and teletubbies, curling up on my parents's bed, feeling excited on a busride to paya lebar, getting rewarded after a trip to the dentist, and pulling my friend's hair.
I must have made an impact to the little boy... 'Cheebye, who is that idiot who thinks that pulling hairs will make them grow longer.'
...
Please let me see jean and kaiting tmwr. The perfect time to gather for some food therapy. The best therapy for me though, will be something i don't think i can ever gain acceptance from my parents.
Woah i need to cut hair manxz.



Saturday, May 16, 2009 || 4:48 AM


My mind's so calm now, it's scaring me ...
I think i might fly away, in my hot air balloon.
& hide from the wordly worries in the dark side of the moon.
there's one thing i need before i float into the blue,
i need a sky companion and i want it to be you.


Intrigued by something i heard in the lecture i went to wiki it out.
The labia superfluos entafada & labium inferius in a state of contraction
Hmmmmmmmm.
Yipppppie, I got my leather shortz alr so eggciting !! Need to get new leggings.
I think i'm joining adv club afterall ^^
I ran 10 rounds arnd the stadium the other day, sense of achievement :D
I've work tmwr... man....
Note to self : NEED TO STUDY.

Monday, May 11, 2009 || 6:32 AM


'This song doesn't make sense leh...'
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl i kill is impossible to find
'Huh why dont make sense?'
'A girl i kill is impossible to find ..... '
'Dude it's A GIRL LIKE YOU. NOT A GIRL I KILL'
'...........'
x
smoke from ears?!
Im starting to have this weird attraction to roman numerals.

Saturday, May 9, 2009 || 9:48 AM


Same scenario on the 7th of July.
Tmwr I'm gonna soak in the pool and my tears will diffuse into the water through my skin.
I'm gonna start studying very hard.
HEE HEE HEE SO EGGCITING ^^



















Friday, May 8, 2009 || 7:12 PM


I just realized, a number of people from my new class reminds me of people i know.

The girl beside me, her name is Ximin. Dont you think she looks like Miss Wang Yi Zhen ?! + the one beside Kaye(the camerawoman) is Estee. She looks like Fan Wei Qi !!!



Michelle reminds me of Abby.

Trafficlight. Jason is supposed to be the zebra crossing (Okay i just realized zebra crossings have got no trafficlights. Nevermind)

Red light angry with Zebra.









Lastly, Kaye reminds me of Jean. Cuz we can never get through a day without arguing ^^
Kaye Your love is never ending says:
you are 1/4 fish and 3/4 duck
Starbucks fling says:
you're 1/4 bitchy and 3/4 crazy
Kaye Your love is never ending says:
no..
Kaye Your love is never ending says:
u dont get it
Kaye Your love is never ending says:
SLOW
Kaye Your love is never ending says:
1/4 fish is f
Kaye Your love is never ending says:
3/4 duck is uck






Baby oh baby,
Baby my baby,
Baby ooh babe
I miss you, lalala,
Baby oh baby,
Baby my babe,
Baby ooh babe
I miss you

To all the leaves that fall in vain,
While god and goddess go insane
All these words in your domain,
The watches kill time as the books read,
Inadvertently we bleed
Fighting for what we deceive,

Baby oh baby,
Baby my baby,
Baby ooh babe
I miss you, lalala,
Baby oh baby,
Baby my babe,
Baby ooh babe
I miss you