"Jacqueline Koh
Plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting around for somebody to give you flowers"

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f (ruitloops? /uck/ emale)
2000 sighs. year 3000'd be a better year based on very intelligent prediction
2day isnt a b3rry goo4 d5y bt good enough
[or maybe the planets squaring my moon is secretly colliding tgthr omg omg omg omg!!!!]





Beautifully written :)
A great find on tumblr.

“It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living.

I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your hearts longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are.

I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon.

I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life’s betrayals, or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain.

I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.

I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own; if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me is true, I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself. if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul.

I want to know if you can be faithful and therefore trustworthy. I want to know if you can see beauty, even when it is not pretty every day, and if you can source your life from its presence.

I want to know if you can live with failure, yours or mine, and still stand on the edge of a lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, “Yes!” It doesn’t interest me to know where you live or how much money you have.

I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done for the children. It doesn’t interest me who you are, or how you came to be here- I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back. It doesn’t interest me where or what or with whom you have studied I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away.

I want to know if you can be alone with yourself, and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.”






I think i'm currently having a fetish over cropped tops now.
I've anthr brilliant idea ho ho can't wait to share it w my babe ^_^
Hee hee today me,kellyann,michelle,mengyun,elynn & jason helped weilin to pick out clothes!
Damn funny ah cuz michelle chose this deep V neck top for him, he was damn shy and when he came out, he was like covering his non-existance cleavage.
Ne wayyyyyyyz I'm gonna skip sat's flea. So disappointed :(
I WANNA GO TANNING !!!
POM was shit lah anyway.
I hope mummy's & my dreammmmmm plans will work out! PLEASEEEEEEE????
When i get my pay, i'm gonna buy smthg for mummy. Hand on heart, i think she's the only one worth everythg nw :)
Will always be!!!

//
I just finished skype-ing w denise! My god hahahah hilariouzz i was dripping wet w water and half naked when our webcams connected i could hear her laughing. Old times old times but it didnt work out quite well cuz everybody's asleep and in the house, there're restrictions to what i've to say to her (plus i feel retarded talkg to the screen). MIZZ U sweetlove <3




berry the strezz nao



Alegria Faith was being a horny bitch jnw you finally revealg your true self ah babe HAHAHA k lah kiddddddddd kid kid.
It's so amazing how whenevr each of us tend to show A LITTLE attitude to each other, we'd immediately apologize and then reassure how much we luv one another. Keep it going babe, luv you mua mua mua. Flea was okay family dinner was better than okay i feel so happy today i dont know why!!! Hee hee if the plan works out my god i'll have a totally rocking room !!!!!!!!! Pleazzzzzzz hee hee nxt week'd be good it'd be packed i can't wait to work w my fellow bitches again *wink wink*
x


Written like a month ago by someone horribly bored (turns to jacq choo and whispers 'i wonder who is it')













Angel bought valerie to meet me i bought shuyi to meet her ^_^
It was damn akward waiting outside the consex shop for them ...
First bad impressions, i dont know how many times i hear that alrd SIGH ...
Poor syah, she's alone in jurong lib now. If it isn't like an hour's busride away i'd bring angel to meet her hahahahahahaha my friends will all be angel's friends ! :) (then we can transform into devils together lolllllll)
heart attack was damn fun, espically when you see the bimbos screaming and throwing their cards in the air damn drama leiiiiii use hand beat only also not cane HAHAHA should have vid everythg down. Oh oh and we saw this cat, it was like staring at something on top of the ceiling so the neck was like stretched up and it remained in that position for damn long we thought it was a statue then suddenly it moved !!! Scary shittttzz
Later i'm having dinner with family! Plus flea market. Now it's time to study!!
Marketing marketing marketing hee hee i'm so glad econs is over !
I MIZZ RIFHAN DEARRRRRRRRRRR

zzzz whats wrong w my playlist!










' why are we quarreling we are agreeing !!!! '
' oh yah hahahah'

LOL TMWR FIRST PAPERRRRRR PRIZ PLEZZZ NO SUB PLEASEEEEEE
all the best lovelys! ^_^
xx


mengyun bought happy pills :)


i know my nails very chui NEVERMIND LA!




Arghhhhh urghhhhh the optician gave me the wrong degrees for my contacts! So everything in my life will be a blur for a month SIGHHHHH i should start cultivating a habit of checking things.
Today i went to help out for the pre wagon sale for a few hours befr heading down to school for marketing tut + studyg session. Hee hee my babe and i secretly love being locked up in a room together ^_^ i made friends w this china dude working in singapore. They can be really nice, they're very down to earth and treats you sincerely (arghhhh but some are horribly stuck up and non civilised though :\)
Had zhi char as dinner w studyg mates !!! I likeeeeeeeee that feeling of like you know, you jia de gan jue! :)

OoooOooo yezz i met my pri1 best friend in the bus today she recognizes me!
I believe in better tomorrows, we just need to get there ^_^
Soooooo shagged, need to sleeeeeeeep!
















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When someone tells me that in my heart i go like ' Haha you don't know me at all'


xx

so beautifullll





I woke up with a throb of guilt b/cos i dreamt that i made my mum cry; which isn't very far from the truth if it's 3 years back. I don't think i can ever remove this memory from my brain. Jacq choo will rmbr too b/cos i dragged her to the florist (or rather some flower plantation) lugging three or four potted plants back for her.


My wonderrrrrrfullllllllll saturday morning was spent with syah, munching on cafe galilee's sandwiches writing on cutesy postcards talking nonsense sing song and then after finishing our food, we started on a approx 2hr study session which was quite productive, considering i understood some economic concepts with the help of the internet which i never had before. Oh yezzzzz i think i have a new love : mocha latteeeeeeeee. ITS DAMN GOOD AH HAHAHAHAH ^_^
Afterwhich i went home and slept a little before heading off to meeting the cong. I carried a friend's baby who was damn heavy ah then when i carried her i didnt dare to move my hand cos someone said their necks no bone or smthg similar to that so i was like my god must keep still must keep still EH but the baby slept in my arms !
And then when i reached home, you know sometimes you just have the feeling of which you feel shitty for no particular reason?
Must be my eggs -___-
Went to a hotel's longue with my parents. Had martinis, three seafood platters. First time i had so much fun with my dad. There was this two chinamen asking for directions and my dad showed them the way, saying they have to walk down str8 about 2 & 1/2 busstops befr they can see the place they're looking for and after they were out of sight he turned to me & my mum saying ' Actually i talk cock one i dont know where it is' Joker sia ..... Poor thing lah those two people.
Bought two pints of B&J home! Hopefully koh jun wei doesnt polish everythg soon
-_____-
//I havent felt such a burning desire to meet someone for a long long long long nong nong nong time. I'm so glad i did :)
you're my sunshine,
my only sunshine.
you make me happy
when skies are grey














p.s/ samuel beckett said befr tt every word is an unnecessary strain on silence so


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GOODBAI








'Hi babylove sorry for the late reply. O.o exams alr that's pretty fast aye. In any case all the best + good luck (even tho i'm your no 1 jinx SIGH) hope you've prepared alr! My engine's ready to chiong ah(!!)'

HAHAHAHAHAHA syah ah syah it's okay you aren't my jinx i choose to believe that misfortunes are subjective! Plus plus everythg happens for a .... ????? (pls finish my sentence)
Y'knw i've always felt that people arnd the same height will make better friends (prolly cos of the frequency we can't see) but this girl plus rifhan totally whacked my theory out ^_^

OoooooOOoo yessss i spent my weekends w my mum shopping plus badminton-ing. I MUST LEARN TO BE LESS IMPATIENT WITH HER. I got my awesummmmmm heels liaooo luv it muah muah. My mother ah, very funny also lei, when she knows it's time to pay, she told me she wanna look arnd see whether where got nice place to eat (then she neh return) so obviously i've to pay myself. CLEVER AH! Hahahahahah but aiyah, things tt i use should by right i pay so yeah... ^_^

I love up's scout! He's so cuteeeeeee!!!! XD

I (less than three) those people under the rainbow :)


p.s/ did you knw tt tamp is a really colourful neighbourhood ?






IT'S SO FUNNY HOW WE WORRY ABOUT NOTHINGNESS, THE MOST MINUTE THINGS IN LIFE.
LOL LOLL LOLLLLLLL




mourn-ing busrides, i'd a sudden impulse to do smthg. sigh. i think it's happening so often it's not exactly a surge of sudden urge anymore...
i've a new idea, let see how it goes ^_^ okay, just revealed to angel what i wanna do and she gave me the italian handsign but i can see her nodding her head too. joker!

current view outside the glass window: denise's house. babe, it's so unfair you're there anywhere's better than here. you should've brought me along i'd leave all the sadness here.

exams are here. gonna study pom first to boost uh, confidence ha ha ha ha ogay. then econs then marketing then RA.








hey... do you know how to differentiate stars and satellites? :)



today, yesterday and the day befr yesterday, im feeling like ... bleh urgh.
mummy get well soon i luv you :(







xxx



Ratzz bee flendxz.

Get rid of the evil mojojojos from our system! Evil monkeys with purple trucker caps.
I'm so eggcited for tonight ^_^
Shaker fries shake shake shake shake shake it shake it well shake it shake shake.