When the storm's over and the ship is sailing straight again, the people on board will be temporarily relieved, and habouring thoughts that the same shit might happen again is absolutely normal. It's quite sad to live with restriction, to have to think quickly and suspiciously before you speak, to feel the distance, to be on your guard to put on a brave front. It's tiring, but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. All these will mould your future character, it will turn you into a stronger and more determined person.
After all, we are a combined effort of everbody we know, right ?
Most importantly, experience is to be gained and remembered.
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I've had quite a number of super retarded msn conversations which i kept reminding myself to screen shot but i keep pressing the 'x' button argh hahahahah now i can't even remember what i was laughing so hard about. Zzz
Went to scape for flashlightbatteriess's flea. It was awesome! Dont know why michelle kellyann pam they all say nothing but me & angel were digging like mad !!! I bought like ... 4 tops for like ... 20BUX WHAHAHAHAHA.Work yesterday was allright. Warehouse was frigging packed with people there was so bloody many people everybody just kept helping themselves to the moutain of shoes... I just stood and stared, wondering who i should approach >.<
Anyway, i was supposed to report work but some shit happened so i couldnt leave the house. Called angel and told her to inform my sales rep cuz i couldnt get hold of her. Sales rep asked me if possible, to report work at 7pm to help with the packing up and i agreed. At 5pm, she called me.A: Eh jacq wake upJ: Uhh...How you know i sleeping?A: I dont know, i just had this feeling..J: Omg???A: XYZ said that you surely wont come back for packing but i told her that when jacq promise something, she'd do it. J: Awww... Love you !!!
I miss year 2006.