"Jacqueline Koh
Plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting around for somebody to give you flowers"
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Thursday, February 25, 2010 || 12:44 AM

Screws fall out all the time, the world's an imperfect place, but we can all make it a more perfect one.
Don't you think we've other things to worry about? Rather than the ones which keep repeating itself? *wink wink* ;)

|| 12:44 AM

I have no ideaaaaa why i'm posting this. LOL
I feel like catching an esplanade theatrical show.

|| 12:44 AM

'I kind of miss the times we play ball at kovan, although you all always late then make me wait for an hour'
'Funny how i won't get angry'
'You know why you don't?
'Because you love us'

I miss ruiqing, i miss good old days of which i'd bounce my way to her place with a knee length skirt fluttering by my thighs. I miss the ones i know loves me the most, cares for me geuinely and mean what they say even though sometimes it's as akward as hell. You know why i'm able to say all these? It's because coupled with words, there's always ACTIONS.
Sad to say, i'm the one who keeps disappointing, over and over again

However, i'll be staying stone still where i am now because my conscience will not allow me to do things which will make me appear like a two faced snake. What i'm doing/thinking/feeling now is totally not in sync with what i believe(d?) in. It's funny how i trample over whether to add the 'd' behind believe because i'm not sure anymore.
Maybe i do, maybe it's selective denial.
Right now, i'm happy though, because happiness hasn't betrayed me yet

|| 12:44 AM

Today is a very unproductive day. My mind's fluttering away to neverland.
Dinner tomorrow with two important girls. Old friends, but i didnt do my part to make the spark going. But... once you love someone, you'll always love them right?
Gonna go bathe, read a book to get me into focus mode, and then read my notes.
Argh jacq, two more papers two more papers you can do it! :)

Tuesday, February 23, 2010 || 7:38 AM

I realized something while studying at starbucks today.
We're like surface piercings, it looks pretty good on the outside but they won't last.


Just got back from rifhan's place. I got a new bikini top for tanning! Wheeeeee.
What do you get when you smash Rifhan, Angel & Jacq in the same room? Three very bitchy and slutty girls hee hee ^_^

Monday, February 22, 2010 || 6:21 AM

How do i say it when my ultimate, probably only weakness is you?

Sunday, February 21, 2010 || 2:47 AM

Guess what my parents bought back from taiwan?

A crate of fucking apples and
four pair of leggings.

Saturday, February 20, 2010 || 9:36 AM

I will read ashes for you, if you ask me.
I will look in the fire and tell you from the gray lashes.
And out of the red and black tongues and stripes,
I will tell how fire comes
And how fire runs as far as the sea.

|| 1:16 AM

I am KINDA in a state of paranoia now because whatever stuffs i do unrelated to studies i feel guilty (even as im typing this) so i better get my ass off the computer NOW.

Saturday, February 13, 2010 || 7:12 PM

Heehee, the insides of me feel all warm and fuzzy now. Told some of my closer friends that my parents are going away during this CNY holiday so i wouldn't be having any renuion dinner. Some of them actually invited me to theirs! (awwwwww) But of course i didn't ...
I was malay for a day ;)
Mad fun day. Good food, awesome company, nice music, (Y) ambience
(L) (L) !!!

Wednesday, February 10, 2010 || 8:16 AM

Rizal told me somethg today which struck me (& i showed him smthg which struck him LOL)
Sky told me somethg today which struck me
Angel told me somethg ytd which struck me (& i repaid by screaming and shouting at her...)
I thought of some things which struck myself

Funny how long i take to realize some things.
{(Defense mechanism ; Sigmund Freud) <-- [check]} Big red cross}

Monday, February 8, 2010 || 7:20 AM

Spent the weekend working. Redhill has this Q bread which sells awesome floss rolls with ham& cheese in it. Urgh, thinking of it makes me feel like eating it now!!
Idk why i can't concentrate recently. My mind keeps drifting away and i'll start thinking of nothingness. Really, nothingness!!! Stoning is good but i think i'm over stoning URGHHH.
ANYWAY KELLYANN TEO JIA HUI if you see this you should morning call me more often hee heeeeeee i love waking up to CHEERY CHERRY HAPPY VOICES. Kickstart my day (the presentation) WHEEE.
I called aisyah at 10ishpm to wish her a very early birthday cuz i want to go and sleep already hahahahahahahahaha.
Comm skills presentation's over, some people looked so smart today! So handsome and pretty!
NEXTTTT, psycho presentation ! HMMMMMMM.

Workmates very ka jiao, blue tac the mannequin HAHA

Wednesday, February 3, 2010 || 5:14 AM

I've a rather eccentric attachment to books i realize. Was in the school's library earlier on, and i saw this book which i borrowed months before. Even after reading the book, i held on to it for a rather long time because it was such a good read and i didnt want it to leave me but i had to return because fines were accumulating.

This year's CNY will be quite lonely because parents'd be overseas, and my heart feels quite stuffed, very very unpleasent because this year i won't be able to see my cousins. No massive family dinner together. I miss them urgh :<
I suddenly feel like
o1. having steamboat
o2. having thai express's godlike tomyum(my)

Tuesday, February 2, 2010 || 6:00 AM

Be nice to the people around you. Everybody's fighting a tough battle.

|| 3:57 AM

atmospheric discharge of electricity afterwhich creates an optical wonder of a multicolored arc
Both very stunning in their own havoc and calming ways hmm...

Monday, February 1, 2010 || 9:56 AM

It's okay, i'd be vulnerable for you.