"Jacqueline Koh
Plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting around for somebody to give you flowers"

Sunday, September 19, 2010 || 7:42 PM

Yes im tanned horribly tanned. I predict i'm going to be two tones darker soon. That's bad. My heritage will fling from Malay to Pinoy to Indian?

I'm getting started on this book ' eat pray love' :)

Will be out of sg for about 10-14days. This trip is a partially planned as usual. Both of us has the walk & see mentality.

Okayyyyy bye! Safe trip to myself!

Saturday, September 18, 2010 || 10:07 PM

An escape from the dusty, generally unhealthy lifestyle with the compilation of stress and overly urbanized country for my liking for a night.

Bumboattttt ride :)

Much better tasting food, better prices

Waves crashing against the tyres

Petrol station!

Wherever we went, bicycles and our legs were the form of transport. Au natural hahahaha. I tasted the best nho hiang there, i ate half a bowl fully stacked :\ They had this annual karaoke event going on which was a highlight in the kampong, went to see see around, xq's mother took part too! Saw this teenager who could really sing, with a pair of familiar eyes and hairstyle. Xq got hit on by some 15-16 year olds, the whole scene was horribly funny.
I experienced my best hairwash service ever, RM10 = S$4 for a hairwash plus about 20mins massage ?! If they have this service over here i'd do it every single day. Facial, ear candling (xq's ear is fucking gross) We had this mask on and somehow or rather the illusion of the mask cracking was pretty amusing and absurd. We were trying to stifle our laughters to no avail. Xq even had to purse her lips and tried not to laugh. Fucking epic!

Love the rusty look of this vehicle. Love the jeep structure it has. Would love to zip around in an oversized car as compared to my size. Would love to own something which makes me feel bigger.

It's great to have a getaway once in a while like this :)

Heading to thailand tmr, as usuallll i havent even packed yet. This time round, i will not forget to bring along the cam & an underwater cam! :)

Monday, September 13, 2010 || 10:08 AM

" I think we should stop having wishful thinkings."
And i should stop being such a fucking stalker. I disgust myself to the max.

Sunday, September 12, 2010 || 7:39 PM

My sunday goodness was made up of a day of baking (tray of strawberry yoghurt pie & a couple of miniature banana pies) with my monster animal.
Met her at the neighbourhood mall, went to have our brunch, bought the ingredients we need & headed back for the bakering war. It was fun& successful hehehe ^_^
Aft tt she helped me to clear my wardrobe (which we gave up halfway) Everybody began sneezing like mad. She was picking up clothing by clothing and giving them some stupid comment i just ended up laughing 90% of the time and ignoring her pleas to aid her in the whole process of folding. Now my room is still like a bigger mess than ever, after returning home, i cant be bothered to even pick them up and put them back in my wardrobe. See liao also sibei sian! :(
I love hanging up my apparels but there's a limited space so i can't! By folding my clothes every single time i take them out (and half of the time i decided to change my mind) they will get messy again so it's likeeeeeeee, URGH.xx

I just wanna tell the whole world that i'm the most retarded human being ever when i have this companion called Clovie Peck Peck Peck Peckkkk PECKKKK.We embarrass ourselves everywhere we go. Every single place. LOL

|| 7:38 PM

"It's the mistake you always made trying to love a wild thing. You were always lugging home wild things. Once it was a hawk with a broken wing... and another time it was a full-grown wildcat with a broken leg. You musn't give your heart to a wild thing. The more you do, the stronger they get, until they're strong enough to run into the woods or fly into a tree. And then to a higher tree and then to the sky."

-Breakfast At Tiffany's
A collison of a nightmare upon my resting soul. In my nightmare, tears trickled down my cheek, and i was sobbing while fumbling to contact my friends. I wonder if you've any nightmares. Not the kind which you will jerk up panting, but the kind which makes you thinking all day.

Thursday, September 9, 2010 || 9:36 AM

Humans are horribly limited.

Denial -> Acceptance

Confusion -> Clarity

Chaos -> Peace

I'm beginning to cultivate a habit of having breakfast (I'll walk 10 mins to get a kueh or bun or some fruits) even though my ideal way to start a day will be a cup of hot tea/coffee with sausages and bacon! Nah, actually the ideal way to start a day is to nua in bed for another hour hahhahahah :\

Exams are over! Finally the feeling of a sinking heart's fading away.

Can't wait to ride the wavvvvvvvves, submerge into the sea, jump through fire loops (hmmm maybe not), gawk at beautiful nature, feel another country's soil, have pad thai and tomyum for 2 weeks, say sawadika instead of hello, cover my feet, learn muay thai & basically just have hellaawesumtime!

Wednesday, September 8, 2010 || 8:41 AM

Random thoughts/ conversations/ feelings of the week/past week :
I've no idea why when things seem so bleak and within control, a part of me still has this clinging confidence that one day, it will all turn out to be a blessing in disguise.
I don't know how to articulate this feeling. I just feel it, and it seemed to have stayed for a long time. Of course, a girl can hope can't she ? :)

(I just typed a chunk and backspaced everything)

You know, i realized that i dont really jot down everything here i want to say. Perhaps it's because i dont really know how to put my intensified feelings into meek words or what. Perhaps i should start keeping a diary.

Gotten new ink, my dad brushed out a comment of how im gonna handle other people whose gonna enter my life in the future. I told him that if people are gonna be so shallow and judgemental, it's for them to deal and it's not gonna affect me.
Sometimes in life, we gotta jump off cliffs and build our wings on the way down.
I'm really growing tanner and tanner. Maybe i should start the habit of applying sunblock. Stitch says if i dont im going to turn into the color of my bag :'(
Went to have lobster noodles at lucky plaza it's frigging awesome and cheap. The uncle who i think is the boss of the store kept talking to me and stitch. In one conversation, he managed to identify with what tug at both our heartstrings. After he walked away, stitch told me that whatever he said reminds her of me and a part of the convo reminds her of her. Sad but true.

I keep having recurring dreams.

I'm holding onto the edge of the word karma. Im starting to believe in it. I've no idea how it works though. Energy forces? How? Then again, human beings fail to understand almost everything. All i know is that it happens, alot. Maybe it's just a coincidence. Maybe more people will believe in karma if the word karma isnt used. It's like how they say what goes around comes around. I dont understand how it works, but i think i sorta believe in it.

Came across this :

"In my next life I want to live my life backwards. You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old people's home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy, go collect your pension, and then when you start work, you get a gold watch and a party on your first day. You work for 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You party, drink alcohol, and are generally promiscuous, then you are ready for high school. You then go to primary school, you become a kid, you play. You have no responsibilities, you become a baby until you are born. And then you spend your last 9 months floating in luxurious spa-like conditions with central heating and room service on tap, larger quarters every day and then Voila! You finish off as an orgasm!"
— Woody Allen

Monday, September 6, 2010 || 7:12 AM

Been mugging hard, stress. Pimples breaking out. Pfffft. Been eating alot. So unhealthy but how can i resist the chocolate cake with a crust which tastes like kinder bruneo?
First paper today, toughie. It's allright. At least i put in the effort :)
Whahahahahahaha. Tickets booked. Say bye to singapore on 20th sept 13.50hrs!
;)

Friday, September 3, 2010 || 9:33 AM

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