"Jacqueline Koh
Plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting around for somebody to give you flowers"

WHOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO ipod's back to normal!!!!!

omg HAHAHAHAHAHAHA my dad just bought me a lappy?!

I'm in shock.

I think i just spoilt my ipod.

Jacq, concentrate, focus on whatever's on hand. Stop drifting away.

Do your work be disciplined.

Flying to hk in 6 hrs time! (hopefully i'll get to have steamboat with elvy & get J to be our tour guide in the night) This time, the trip will be totally diff from the very last trip. This trip will be consisted of really comfortable accomodation, hotel food, tons of shopping, more dressed up and exhibitions. I realise i have this ability to adapt to either extremes in life. I dont only like soft, i like hard as well, i dont only like pleasure, i like pain as well, etc etc.

When i travel, i either an all full packed comfortable trip, if not, i'll opt for a chapalang not very cosy and comfortable but a trip which will enable me to experience how rural villages live their lifes.

I dont like in betweens.

Anyway, thought i was rather screwed, couldnt find my formal wear ( i hate wearing formal wear im an fbt demin shorts kinda girl i dont mind maxis once in a while though hehehehe) & i just finished packing 5 mins ago.

On a lighter note, my amazing sunday with mickey mouse and stitch (hafiz & yion) was made up of a trip to stamford rd which she bought this REALLY NICE geometrical top with FANTASTIC cut out details. It was mad love, but it was quite costly in my humble opinionnnnn.

Went to ION to shop for abit as well, saw this prada small drawstring bag which I AM GOING TO GET FOR MY MOTHER when i have enough money. I can totally imagine her using it already. THAT IS HERS!!!!!!

Went to explore a few other shops as well, bought some tees for my brother, everybody please go awwwwww i am such a sweet sister ^_^

Oh yes i almost forgot to mention, we went zouk flea as well, quite disappointing...

Went to the amazing bar bar black sheep to have our dinner. Luckily the two disney characters who has rocket high expectations of food were satisfied :D Too bad the indian stall is closed they will mad love the naan !!!!! After that we went to catch a movie tgt with stitch's bf, Sylvester the cat.

When i get back it's gonna be a chiong work to get the prada drawstring for mummy and im gonna go catch the fire tango theatre musical!! Maybe i'll start learning dance all over again AND DINNER AT ROSE VERENDAAAAAAAAA WHAHAHHAAHHA YES!!!!!!!!! !

xx

whhahahahaha anyway i keep grinning to myself because the scene of abby& me in the haunted house keeps flashing back.

Just wanna share, thought it was really funny.

It's rather squeezy in the haunted house, the paths are really narrow, barely two people can walk side by side together at one time. We all forced this choo choo train formation and abby was in front of me. Suddenly, we looked up and saw this really scary ghost. It was really scary okay i sompa. With the atmosphere and creepy noises and the mindset that we're gonna faint or cry, it was just plain freaky. Anyway, that ghost had this wig in his hand, which he/she can lower using a string. Abby tio the wig at first, and i was too scared to walk in front because i do not want his stupid wig to touch me. So anyway when abby moved in front, i just kept PULLING HER BACK and the wig dropped onto her for like 3,4 times HAHAHAHAHAHAH. She was freaked out and was laughing damn badly and we're so damn scared at the same time it's sooooo absurdly funny...

SORRRRRRRRY!!!!!!!! I didnt keep my promise to kick the ghosts for y'all!!!!!!!!

Just thought i should say that i really do have awesome friends.

From the point of my life which friends make up a huge part of my life, before boyfriends after boyfriends, they have always been there for me. Of course when you get intimately involved with someone, you tend to have higher expectations and get pissed or you'll jack up your standards of that particular someone. Putting that aside, from the point of my life which I'd always stop and count the number of people in our lifes, the number of people who MAKES UP my life (well, humans do get lonely and insecure sometimes), i realize i've quite a handful of friends who i will always fall back to.

Anyway, i've heard countless of stories from closer friends, even not so close friends but they'd love to share about their encounters about how their friends backstab them, their friends being two faced, their friends being hyprocites (& the list is never ending). I know this is human nature and even though their actions might not truely reflect their genuine personalities, it provides a hindsight. *shrugs* Anyway, talking about this, i told my granny recently that i believe that every single human being is good hearted. In a certain way. Even murderers and terrorists they are. They just have a different set of mentality and they tend to show their thinkings in a different way. Of course, this isnt acceptable but every thing on earth takes two hands to clap, you cant produce an applause if both of your palms do not collide together. The famous Hitler, even though he's the mastermind behind the massacre, he has a woman he loved dearly.

My granny scoffed in my face and then proceeded to point at my overly tanned skin and said in Hokkien ' Your skin, so dark, so dirty. Kanasai'. (I know there's no link...)

Okay, i am drifting, i dont even know why the hell im talking about all these. Nothing triggered this. It was just a pure random out of the blue thought.

Anyway, back to topic, the friends i trust never did once pushed me to an extend of which i'd want to completely push them away or anything. Maybe that's because i understand how human beings work. Or maybe it's a lack of understanding how human beings work. Maybe in a few months or years time my mentality towards this will completely alter, i've no idea.

I appreciate the fact that my friends are usually humble, down to earth, good advicers, provides awesome fashion advices, and they're usually good people to have a conversation with.

I like it that when i exit from a conversation with somebody, that conversation will trigger me to think and learn something new.

Most of my friends are true to me. Why do i use most? Because humans being humans, sometimes we tend to speak the right things and not what we really feel. Duh, it's a survival instinct. Anyway, i admit i am sometimes untrue as well. I lie to myself, tell my friends what they want to hear instead of my real bubbling thoughts. But nothing overly negative and nothing which will hurt. Haha, funnily, sometimes it's truth which will hurt. Anyway, not sometimes, but MOST of the time. Putting that aside, (and i've still no idea why i have typed all these)

Apart from feeling like a lucky girl, i am also feeling really tired (after laughing too much from discussing with weibin, solo & farid our plans for Halloween if we're working) and i JUST WANT TO SLEEP GOOD NIGHT HEHHEHEHEHEHE

Too many places to see, too many things to learn, too many people to love, too many books to read and too many thoughts thoughts to decipher.