Plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting around for somebody to give you flowers"
Saturday, December 3, 2011 || 9:36 AM
You probably won't be reading this but I'm holding on to the slightest glimmer of hope that you will. I will try to make my sentences less corny because i know you will be rolling your eyes in disgust because in your eyes, I am a hypocrite.
I admit, I am, because I have no courage to face up to certain things.
Do you know in Shanghai, when I spoke to you, it was because it was egged on by my brother? I told my brother I missed you, missed the times we had, and that you are one of my biggest regrets in life? I was very afraid to click on your name. Talking to me has became very awkward hasn't it? Especially after what happened to our families. I try to stop thinking about the good times we had but you treated me so genuinely, and that, is so difficult to forget.
Anyway, the main purpose of this post is from me to you, telling you how proud I am of you. Comparing the you in the past, and the current you, I can see a difference. And you know what that difference is? You are finally living, for yourself. You are more fulfilled now, aren't you?
Your adventurous spirit has found its way through, around the planet.
I am very happy for you, genuinely, from the bottom of my heart.
I hope your Mount Everest trip will be a success. Please remember to keep yourself warm.