Plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting around for somebody to give you flowers"
Thursday, October 25, 2012 || 7:51 AM
Okay, I am mildly amused and touched by the sort of reactions I get from my closer friends with regards to my previous blog-post stating that I am expressing the potential of myself being slanted towards the same gender. Let's set this straight, I have always been attracted to both genders since I began developing feelings for anybody else. The type of attractions I feel are categorized differently though.
When I admire men, it's always the same thing which attracts me - their intellect Somebody who is able to have a deep insightful conversation, someone who is culturally and linguistically well, responsive.
When I admire women, - when I say admire, I do not mean just looking up to them. I mean the desire to be vulnerable in front of them, to be bare stripped completely (emotionally, not physically of course) to share stuff, and the yearn for some lovin' cuddles. I get physically attracted to women. Not feminine ladies though, ladies who are more masculine.
Always has been this way, but somehow or rather, this feeling has been a little more intense these days. Let's hope it's just a passing phase. Perhaps this is what happens when I watch too much of Ellen and Portia, or YON. But almost everyone dabbles around at some point. Whatever it is, I know I do want my own kids in the future, and I would not appreciate a donor's sperm.
Well, I guess, everybody gets a little confused sometimes.
Ok, on a much chirpier note, it's the long weekends!!!