(Resolution for 2010)

I can proudly say that i've achieved 3/5 out of the resolutions marked up ^_^

One of the brighter perks of not being able to accomplish everything is a subtle shout out to you that there're always things to improve on, matters you can deal better with& such.

New class (2R02), New working place (Bar bar black sheep), Met tons of new friends which some became friends i'd confide to & are close with (Melissa, Hafiz, Yion, Solo), friendship w peck & jean espically grew a gulf deeper, went to Korea, Thailand, Tioman Island, Hongkong, & Xq's grandmother far off island, Inked something new horizontally across my shoulders, first time snorkelling & diving, cliff dived, full moon party, Disney land,first flea market as a vendor, virgin trip to shangri la's rose verenda which now i swear by it, suffered gastric reflux, stopped smoking, grew closer to my brother. In 2010 i realized my liking of B&J switched to Haagen Daz, cultivated a love for century egg porridges+percy pigs & became a movie buff. Spent TONS more time with my grandmother, am having a better relationship with my aunt as well :)

Also, in the year which we're going to bid goodbye to, I had my heart broken but got it fixed it back as well :)

HAHAHAHAHA yes.

Stop splurging everything on trips.

Read more, exercise more. Eat healthier. Think healthy thoughts

Reasons why i love peck peck

I'll always remember how you cabbed down to look for me when i cried to you over the phone.

& you make an awesome travelling bud because you'll push me to do things i fear, & i'll remind you when things go out of hand. I dont think i can find another person on earth whose willing to sleep with me in a place filled with mozzies & ahem, frogggggs. Minus the part where we missed flights & ferries.

By breaking down my words and giving me constructive alternative suggestions

Different people show love differently, & this is how we show ours.

I'll remember how you stood up for me at Tioman when an idiot was doing shit to me.

Sigh, other people just won't understand.

Festive seasons aren't all about giving& receiving something tangible. For me, it's more about making the effort to meet friends up, making time to send a lovely text. Most people don't really bother about the origins of these festive days, it's a nature call for friends to meet up, it's a convenient excuse to pig out & eat eat eat, drink drank & get yourself drunk.

24/12/10

baking with angel + jpot dinner w family + eski bar w 1r02 sweethearts :)

Baking w angel= waking at 7ish, falling back to sleep till the wake up sms jolted me awake, raided the fridge, prepared ingredients, expedite baking, shared youtube vids (hello tiger eyes), bitched lol.

VERY VERY TASTY CUPPYS HEHE

Jpot dinner w family = heheheh the main highlight was the after dinner because mummy got me heels, wanted to buy some boots but i look mad fugly in it, should give the lovely footwear some credit by letting them rest in someone's wardrobe who has better legs and calves sculpted to fit their purpose :)

while heading to raffles place, harbourfront had this mad long queue which i bloody had to re-queue 4 times because of my ezlink card mis-match (x2) + insufficient value (x2) lol. I know you might be wondering, where the hell do i get so many cards from? Ask my mum, she's a hoarder of ezlink cards LOL. & why do i have to re-queue? Because i apparently didnt have the brains to ask my mum (who successfully tapped inside) for all the cards at once.

Anyway, i have no idea how the brains of my brother works, he solves puzzles in an instant, it's like, he just has to take one glance, and he knows which blocks are his obstacles and he knows how to maneuver them so that the coast will be clear. For me, i'm stuck till he comes to my aid.

eski bar = my health problems still forbids me to have any contact with alcoholic drinks.... so i erm had a virgin mojito (which cost 16.90$!) throat cutter! But it's nice to have some time spent with old friends (not theoretically but it feels that way!)

Metal Beaded Dress x Stylestalker

Corset Tie Sweater x Spring and Clifton

Black Crochet Dress x WPG

Wow wow wow.

If you haven't yet noticed, i've an eye for sequin, corset, symmetry &cutout details.

Particular attraction for visual balance.

I love love love dark colors.

Anyway, i had 2 slightly disturbing dreams. Maybe they're paired up in such a manner to hint in a subtle way the impossibility in reality.

HTC+ phonecall + impossible coincidence + headless friend + heartless being

Y + R + hammock + breakup ?!?!!!!!???????

what the fuck?!

This guy is awesome in his transactions!

I mean, there's a reason why his vid reflects 20million viewers ;)

Raping the repeat button for these two awesome tracks.

Caught rapunzel w xq,syah& effa yesterday, i'm usually not a fan of cartoons but i think i might have a special liking for this particular long haired blondie ^_^

ANYWAY, guess who called me this morning? Havent yet heard my pet name in a long long time.

Talked to peck about this particular word I've always been afraid to use, because that word reflects weakness & insecurity. Because i can relate to that word so deeply i am afraid if i actually use it, it might pounce onto me. Guess what word it is? :)

NEWAY, I'm itching to spend! I need to spend !!!!!!!!

xx

Anyway, these are picts from the FAILED nutella cupcake baking session with namesake.

The mix blossomed and exploded in the oven, overflowing, & destroying the look of how a natural cuppy will look like. Despite trying to clean up the bits & pieces stuck on the outer cuppy paper, it was still a huge mess and we both decided it was aesthetically dead. The only way we could think of to make it better looking is to layer the current cuppy paper with another. And guess what, during the gathering, everybody noticed and asked why we did what we did, & how they're supposed to eat while me & namesake just looked at each other and laughed. LOL.

But hey, in our defense, the cuppys tasted good! Erm, i think mainly because it's nutella, & how wrong can nutella go? Heee heeee ^_^

& both of us started eating the crumbs left on the pan with scissors (because i was too lazy to go get proper eating equipments - forks/spoons) & you know in life, we always have to learn to MAKE DO, and there were two scissors right in front of us, and within reach so yeah, hahahahaha. We're bringing friendship to a whole new level! I wouldnt mind eating with you again ms jacqie with scissors, in a restaurant, in a kopitiam, my house, your house or whereever ;)

Love yourself.

Make peace with who you are

and where you are at this moment in time.

Listen to your heart.

If you can’t hear what it’s saying in this noisy world,

make time for yourself. Enjoy your own company.

Let your mind wander among the stars.

Try. Take chances. Make mistakes.

Life can be messy and confusing, but it’s also full of surprises.

The next rock in your path may be a stepping stone.

Be happy. When you don’t have what you want,

want what you have. Make do.

That’s a well-kept secret of contentment.

There aren’t any shortcuts to tomorrow.

You have to make your own day.

To know where you’re going is only part of it.

You need to know where you’ve been too.

And if you get lost, don’t worry.

The people who love you will find you.

Count on it.

Life isn’t days and years.

It’s what you do with time

and with all the goodness and grace

that’s inside of you.

Make a beautiful life…

The kind of life you deserve.

Setting off in a jetplane/ rocking a boat in the choppy seas/ bullet trains

anywhere, anywhere but here.

Hafiz's going to paris & london, taffy's forever wandering around this globe, she has it in her fingertips, denise's in her last destination, it's her 3rd country this month, babe's heading for the bullettrain to celebrate a wintery white xmas.

I'm so jealous! but i know my turn will come ;)

Horse warriors, you ready for me& my fellow warrior no 2? I AM NO 1!!!!!!!

;) See y'all in 2011!

It's so amazing how when this particular something is given to you by somebody, the rater from 'this is useless' shoots up to 'this is really precious'

<3

2 more weeks till the end of 2010.

I'm quite excited to chart up my 2011's resolution!

*bounces*

Oh yesss i thought Tron Legacy was really good! Go watch it!

When i took my hp out to reply a text, the person beside me told me to switch it off! And after that she answered a call herself! Omg!

Tomatoes taste really good with sugar, & strawberries taste just as well with honey.

It's like, both's a pairing.

You know that? :)

xxx

Anyway, just for laughs!